As you become more clear about who you really are, you’ll be better able to decide what is best for you - the first time round.

-Oprah Winfrey

Tolerate!!!

We allow people to do things that aren't right ... and yet we put up with their behavior .......... When you continue to allow behavior that not only puts you in a bad position but also creates disappointment, distrust, distress, discomfort and a deep sense of pain ... We make up excuses and wait it out and hold everything inside we feel like they should know or at least recognize how they are behaving and how it effects those around them ...but instead they call and we come to their rescue every time all the while who is there for me when I call ?
It requires less character to discover the faults of others than is does to tolerate them.
J. Petit Senn

What it all comes down to is I'm still waiting to be saved , and trying to save everyone else in the meantime ...... IT'S TIME FOR ME TO SAVE ME.....RAQ

I thank God everyday for my family for without him and them who know where i would be ....

When you look at your life, the greatest happiness are family happiness. ~Joyce Brothers

Its amazing how when you need them they are always there.... RAQ

ME FIRST!!

I realize even though we bend over backwards for others they wont always do the same for you whether its family friends coworkers etc ... that's life put self first and you wont have to worry about that everything else is secondary ... SN I miss cali ....

♫Goodbye♫

I ♥ music and how transitional it is ... whether its saying goodbye to a guy ... a friend ... past regrets... or an old lifestyle ... and stepping into a new self awareness! This is a period in my life where i don't quite have all the answers and its ok .. and its also ok to let some things/people/habits go.... progression never perfection.... love it ... RAQ

Its been a while....

Went t o cali and had a great time.... been thinking what i want to do with blog ... we shall see...